August 28th, 2023
every time i write a new blog i talk about how i need to sort out this site, then i instantly lose motivation. i have a problem where i have no motivation to do anything, even things i enjoy. like i love having a website, but i constantly forget to update it for months. i think its been like 3 months since i last looked at it? ill hopefully start adding more stuff soon, but ive said that so many times now plus im super busy for the next few weeks. hopefully ill find time/motivation. today i went out with a few friends and did LAZER TAG for one of the friends birthdays, and then we did the arcade that was right next to it. i introduced my friend to ddr because they had never played it before and they really liked it and ended up playing it almost the entire time [also unrelated but while i was writing this they messaged me that they started watching black butler, which is very cool because i love black butler :3]. also i won a duck from a claw machine. its unamed rn so feel free to give name suggestions for the duck in my guesbook or message me on whatever social media i have linked. anyway it was a very fun day, would do again. i also went to a comic con last month, and i planned to write about that but kept forgetting. i finally did a proper cosplay too !! i was power from chainsaw man! hopefully at some point ill make a page on this site for my cosplays, but i require motivation for that, and possibly a few more cosplays. if i ever do, ill come back from the future and link the page HERE. but yes, the convention was super fun. i will definitely be doing more of those :D!! anyway i should stop writing this soon because tommorow im going to alton towers with my friend for his birthday. which sounds super cool, but im absolutely terrified because were staying over night which means i have to sleep in a bed that is not my own, and were also doing the water park which means im going to be like half naked in front of SO many people and i really just. dont want that. when i said yes to going to alton towers, i didnt even know they had a water park, and by the time he told me that we were doing that, it was too late for me to back out. hopefully itll be fine, perhaps ill write about it when i get back. i should really try to sleep, but also like. if i stay awake and am tired tomorrow, it might help me go to sleep while im away? because im going to find it very difficult to sleep in a room with other people. im so worried about all of this, im not sure if i even can sleep. hopefully im overreacting and itll all be fine, i hate having anxiety :/
-Lalaz!☆
May 14th, 2023
hello!! its been a while! again. alot of stuff happened within the past 2 months. the main 3 things were: a series of 4 hospital visits within a week, going to a comic con, and my friends 18th birthday party!! which i just got back from a few hours ago so hopefully i can finish writing this before my adrenaline crashes and i get super tired [its currently 2am]. first, the hospital visits. this was around mid april, and i dont want to get into why i went to hospital 4 times [its not super important its just kinda gross] so there isnt really much to write about that. it was a massive thing for me though because my anxiety was really bad, but everything turned out ok >:3! next, the comic con!! i went to a comic con with a few of my friends. it was super fun, and technically my first convention! technically, because i went to one when i was 10 but i dont remember much about it. i think i might have been too young to really enjoy it?? like i was a massive nerd [as i still am] but my only memories of it were following my parents around, buying a strawberry ramune, and getting super autistically excited at a group of undertale cosplayers. anyway the con was super fun! ill hopefully be going to another soon, and this time ill be cosplaying power from chainsaw man :] hopefully ill add some pictures when that comes around. i also bought many things, including: a plush of power [csm], an incredibly bootleg £10 sailor moon figure that i had to superglue together because she kept falling apart, and the 7th black butler manga!! i honestly didnt think id see any black butler related things since the fandom is kinda dead now, but i especially didnt expect to see the next manga i needed. and the 3rd thing i mentioned, my friends birthday party!! once again, it was also super fun. i had really bad anxiety about it during the weeks leading up to it because the last time i went to a party it was a 7 year olds birthday party and this was obviously going to be very different. but once again, it worked out completely fine and i had a really fun time. i have so many pictures, and multiple videos of my friend doing karaoke. im honestly surprised i enjoyed it so much because im really introverted irl, but i had a good time. anyway, i just crashed and now im super tired [as i predictied] so im gonna end it here. goodnight everyone!!
-Lalaz!☆
March 16th, 2023
woahhh im alive!! hi guysss. i havent really been updating the site because ive been really busy and exhausted lately. theres a lot of stuff going on in my life right now, and even though this is a blog, i dont really want to put too many personal details on the internet. anyway, i have updated the site a little in that time! its not much, but ive made a NagiHono shrine that i will slowly begin to update over time, but it might be a bit of a mess since i still havent looked at CSS yet, and ive also made a page dedicated to writing down my dreams! which i will [hopefully] update next time i dream [or at least as soon as i can]. i also need to update my precure page since a lot of new stuff has been coming out recently. i also want to add some cool stuff and maybe make a page full of my favourite youtube videos ^_^ not sure how long it will take for my to get the motivation to do all this stuff, but hopefully its soon!! my site feels so empty rn its very sad
-Lalaz!☆
January 16th, 2023
hi everyone its my BIRTHDAY!!! well, it was my birthday yesterday, but i was so busy all day yesterday and didnt have time to write about it, so lets just pretend it was today. im 17 now ^_^!! which feels so weird to say because in my head im still like. 14-15ish. anyway,, i went to Whitby for the day!! for the people who dont know, Whitby is an old seaside town in britain. its known for the Whitby Abbey, which inspired dracula!! anyway i really wanted to go to this cool 50s themed restaurant called emmas diner, but it was closed T_T google literally said it was open, but apparently its temporarily closed until febuary. its ok though because we went to a different restaurant. we wandered around all the little shops, and i bought many cool things, including a spookey porcelain doll >:3 shes called rosa and shes my best friend now. it was fun and i was very tired after, but it was worth it. i love going to whitby but its difficult in the summer because theres so many people and its kinda overwhelming, so its good that my birthdays in january. im gonna finish this here, so thanks for reading this, and have a lemon demon song!!
-Lalaz!☆
January 6th, 2023
today has been pretty cool! i didnt have college today so i got to sleep until 11:40! when i woke up i had breakfast/lunch, and then spent 2 hours listening to the Interview With The Vampire audiobook [which i will write about soon!! ive already made a page about the vampire chronicles, i just need to start working on it. i have many thoughts] and then i learned about parapara, which is really interesting!! parapara is a type of dance associated with the eurobeat and gyaru. each song has a specific dance, and it was a trend in japan in the late 90s and early 00s, but kinda died out after that. however, theres still a small active community around it. personally, i think its really cool. it focuses on arm movement a lot, so it seems like a really fun thing to do when im feeling energentic :33!! the song im currently obsessed with and am planning to learn the dance to, is Cyber Dance by Go Go Girl!i first heard it yesterday and its very catchy ^_^ anywayzz, cya laterz!
-Lalaz!☆
January 1st, 2023!!
woah, its 2023! happy new year everyone ^_^!!!! currently writing this at 12:42am [british time] and i cant believe its already next year 0_0 its gone so fast. a lot of stuff has happened this year, GCSEs, moving house, starting college, hating college, and overall just dealing with stuff. but theres also been many positives! like my end of school trip, making new friends at a youth group, and watching SO much youtube and anime, as well as getting into new things like Interview With the Vampire. im not gonna get reflective because im really bad with stuff like that, but 2022 has been. a year. and now there is another one to get through! and hopefully it wont be too horrific :3. my new years resolution is gonna be to work on this website more (i havent been working on it much recently bc ive been busy with christmasss. maybe december was not the best time to start a website >_<) and hopefully learn more html and css! anywayz, i hope you all have a lovely year and do tons of cool thingss (≧▽≦)/
-Lalaz!☆
December 18th, 2022
day 2 of this website [i didnt have this blog yesterday so there is no day 1], and its already very fun. coding always scared me but basic html has been surprisingly easy to learn! ive been looking up thingws to add to my site but its all kinda complicated,, im learning though ^_^! i didnt even think i would make a website until i impulsivley decided to yesterday. anyway i dont have much to add to this right now so im gonna stop writing this now. see ya in the next post ^_^
-Lalaz!☆
